Sex diary: her countdown to sex

Sex diary

Hi!

I wanted to write this diary as someone in a long-term monogamous relationship.

But since my boyfriend and I have only been able to talk on the phone for the past month, this will be the diary of someone who's having no sex.

Wednesday

Until my boyfriend is back: 6 days

Ordered some new things for the bedroom! Yay, no more need to watch porn.

I notice it's hard to find anything that suits me. Last time I spent an hour picking porn, didn't pick anything, gave up on the idea and went to work :(

Thursday

Until my boyfriend is back: 5 days

I was at the office today and realized that one more perk of being in a relationship is coming home from work, saying everyone's an asshole, and cuddling.

Also, sleeping alone is really cold.

[Text message] I miss having you next to me

Friday

No text today, just appreciate the joke I sent my boyfriend:

(it was day 30 without sex)

[Comic] "What are you thinking about?" "About you..." "Aww you so cute~"

The porn search is going nowhere, I don't like anything at all.

Saturday

A really awkward situation. I ordered a little something for the bedroom from an online marketplace and forgot that the staff at the pickup point can see my order. Usually there are young people working there, but this time it was a granny.

"Are you even 18?"

"They don't usually ask."

"It says here I need to check your ID."

I show my passport.

"Ah, that's fine then. You really do look very young."

I hope she didn't see what I ordered.

Sunday

I realized I don't even feel like masturbating anymore.

I'm not even in horny jail anymore, just in work jail.

Monday

1 day left

Tomorrow my boyfriend will be here with me.

I realized I miss the everyday stuff. Cooking lunch together, walking the same route, watching a show. Oh, we'll finally finish that show we started.

[Text message] Just a reminder, I love you

Tuesday

Too full of love to write anything