Sex diary: he, his princess + others

Woke up very aroused, with hugs from the princess. Thought about how long it's been since I had a blowjob where I came on her tongue, on her face. It's been a long time since we had intense, rough, spontaneous sex. But I still don't feel like it. My body has been under a lot of stress this past month; sometimes even going out for a walk is hard. Life as an emigrant is a lot of stress, and lately it's been harder and harder to cope.

But what I definitely want is to meet up with my lover-friend before their wedding and give them a gorgeous 👅🍆🎁. A desire like this is rare, and you have to seize the moment. The only question is which perfume to choose to please them.

Today a friend is staying with us, and all the rooms were taken. I had to catch the moment when he went for a run so I could masturbate in the morning and release the strong arousal.

In the evening, while our friend was in the bathroom, we had sex with our clothes on. The princess unzipped my fly, and there was my dick in her mouth. Quiet, intense, quick sex.

I almost always wake up before her. I was aroused again and went to masturbate. I didn't really want to, but decided it would be better that way and I wouldn't get distracted during the day.

In the afternoon we still ended up having full-on, awesome, intense sex. I found a new interesting position, but of course I have no idea how to repeat it. First I brought the princess to orgasm with cunnilingus. What I remember most are the open windows onto the enclosed courtyard, the sun, the billowing curtains and her loud moans. And afterwards we ate a sweet watermelon.

Sad news came from work. I made a tough call. Strong stress again. Soon I won't have a job.

On an evening walk with friends we saw a spot with a sea view where a couple had been spotted having oral sex.

Before bed we had difficult conversations about dates. Now isn't the time for them. The big task is to survive. Fun is far, far away. And I also need to take a pause. Take a breather from everything. When — no idea.

An important thought came to me: I very rarely seduce the princess. I need a reset and some time alone. I need other partners. I need to live the way I want, not all this. I've lost myself and I don't shine. I don't have the basics of life in place. Income, housing, sport, rest.

Oh, how many relationships can break down like this, simply because there's no foundation.

Woke up from strong arousal and cuddling with the princess. Yes, I'll masturbate first.

Evening, the princess and I are rushing to meet friends, I run into the shower. The princess: "Let me know when you've washed." I finish washing, call her, she comes over, kisses me on the lips and goes down to give me a blowjob. I'm standing in the shower all wet with a towel, watching her lips slide along my hard dick.

Went to bed late and the morning was rushed.

When the princess woke up, I went to cuddle her a little. I tried to get out of bed, but she threw off the blanket and completely exposed her body. I couldn't resist and started caressing her whole body, and next thing I'm going down on her. At some point I get tired and stop, but she asks me to keep going and comes almost immediately. I love it when oral sex turns a partner on that much. Then I hold her tight and masturbate. My nose is by her armpit, and the smell of sweat literally drives me crazy! I come! It was very intense and sudden.

In the evening we watched Triangle of Sadness. I fell in love with Charlbi Dean Kriek. Those eyes and that hair are so sexy. What a pity she died.

For some reason I woke up thinking about a mutual friend of ours. Something about her draws me in. But what exactly, and why? Yes, I've fallen for her a little.

The job search takes a lot of energy and time. Emotions are bursting out. Phew.

Today is a date with the princess. We went to a new museum. Everything was insanely beautiful. And beautiful people. Sometimes too beautiful. Some of them I'd take into our bed.

In front of the house I hinted to the princess about sex, but no. At home I sat down to work and got into the zone. At that moment she tried to seduce me, but I said no. Being able to say "no" is so important.

After work we hid under the blankets, caressed each other and merged into each other as much as we could. I didn't come, but I was so tired I couldn't even get up. Fell asleep instantly.

It's so nice to cuddle up naked together in the mornings. 10 minutes left until a call. But I want to come. Managed to masturbate.

Today I saw very shining eyes. There's one friend. And in person, there's something incredibly alluring about her gaze. And then I look into the princess's eyes. Beloved and the very, very best.

Seems like I want a break from sex. In the morning it was very hard to come.

I really like the idea that you can sleep with someone once just to get new emotions and experience. After all, everyone is so different and interesting. Something spontaneous in the moment. I want to return to that.

And lately other people's sex doesn't look so enticing. Just two bodies and no romance.

Seems like nothing happened today. Just a day and conversations about relationships.

It's hard. But it's worth it.